Don't bother

Goodbye

2010-01-29T02:43:00.000+08:00

blogger.

Find me somewhere, if you can.

2010-01-28T01:56:00.002+08:00

I've to secretly admit that actually...
I've a big fetish for hot girls ranging from Asian to Blondies to VS Models to LC.
hehehehehehe fuckyeahhotgirlsssssssssssss!

2010-01-27T19:23:00.001+08:00

”As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.”

2010-01-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

Aww, I second this very much.

Whoa

2010-01-26T15:11:00.002+08:00

this is one tattoo I would really do, I love verses from the bibles. This is called, meaningful:)

2010-01-26T12:05:00.001+08:00

oh god i'm so burnt i need to smack some aloe vera on my skinnnnnnnnnnn

2010-01-26T01:50:00.001+08:00

Our Father who arts in heaven,
come down here and make your presence known

Wow,

2010-01-24T21:45:00.001+08:00

it would kill to at least have her hair and erm better still, her chanel bagggggg. omg ilovelc and it would even kill to have her ex-bf, Brody Jenner:)

favourite worst nightmare

2010-01-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

Y'know I had a bad nightmare yesterday, I dreamt that my mum & dad were killed yesterday. I couldn't remember how it took place, I think I was literally crying out in my dreams. That's why they say dreams don't come true, or is this a nightmare?

Fuck I hate to dream about such things, its a bad sign. Sighhhhh this will never happen :@

2010-01-22T19:25:00.003+08:00

Here I am, sitting on my sofa on a Friday night when everybody else is out partying or welcome the weekends with open arms except me. Today is the IVP semis, well I wouldn't be sitting here alone at home if RP had made it. Haha yes I know, I'm still very sore about it so just bear with me till the season is over.

I practically spent my whole Friday sleeping at home, how nice. I caused more trouble for myself, I'm practically out of ideas to write. I've been writing, write, write, write and more write. Haha this makes no sense since yesterday. I've no one else to blame but myself, for landing myself in this position. Well if I can look at it in a positive way, it might benefit me somehow too. I'm so stressed up with my articles!

Besides that, I've been reading the papers and going online to job hunt. Yes job hunt, I'm still in a dilemma if I should study or just work, I guess I'll settle with the latter. Studying would cost a fucking bomb and I've no money to pay for my education, not gonna ask my queen to pay for it cuz it's gonna be so costly. Let me settle with a proper job, then I'll probably pursue a degree after that. Sighhhh my hopes and dreams of going overseas is gone cuz it's too ex :( I really want my dream job but I just missed the fucking interview arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.

FYP presentation in a few hours time. I bet when it's near mid night I'll be feeling all anxious and nervous, I don't wanna screw my last FYP please. God bless me.

2 weeks

2010-01-21T22:34:00.001+08:00

left to graduation. OMG WHAT AM I GONNA DO AFTER THAT!

You

2010-01-19T21:50:00.003+08:00

can never please someone.

I feel that I owe my queen too much suddenly, it feel that I've let her down all these while. Especially after my dad passed away. It suddenly struck me that my sister and I aren't doing much for her, okay maybe my sister is in terms of contributing money to the house, but what about me?

I've been helping my mum to hang the clothes lately, even if that means to hang at 2am, I'll do it. I feel that I've been too dependent on my mum, she still does everything for me. You know she still helps me in my education, help me look out for courses that she knows I'm interested in, follow me to go for openhouse etc. Countless man, whose mother still does that for all of you? Like maybe 3/10? I think I'm too lucky but I'm taking her for granted:S
Sigh I don't know why I'm feeling this way but it's our responsibility to make her happy. I really cannot imagine the day she'll leave us, I think I'll go crazy.......

I've disappoint her too many times indeed, sins and more sins. I need to go for confession soon, haha serious. Sigh, it's so hard to please someone isn't it?

Seriously speaking,

2010-01-17T23:02:00.003+08:00

I'm still VERY SORE about the fact that we got kicked out of the group stage because of goal differences. Fucking sore okay.
This is the worst way to ever end your competition despite winning 2/3 games.

oh god

2010-01-15T03:09:00.002+08:00

it suddenly struck me that I'll be turning 20 very very soon. Jo was just telling me that she's gonna turn 22 this year which also means 20 for me and 50 for my queen?! my queen expects sissy+me to hold a birthday bash for her, for her we will. actually i've some surprise in mind for her already, let's see how it goes!

i'm trying to be a good daughter at home now even though i don't really see my family during the weekdays. let's see, i've been washing clothes and hanging clothes close to 2am almost everytime because i don't want mummy to be tired. since i've got no skl tmr, i'll help her to clean the house... maybe, that's if i'm not lazy. ok i really need my beauty sleep my eyebags last warning siaaaa byebye

2010-01-14T09:14:00.000+08:00

i guess i'll just have to leave with it. not gonna take things for granted anymore =(

2010-01-12T01:05:00.002+08:00

Let's see what I've lost lately:

1. lost a friend
2. lost a game
3. lost my pink towel wtf
4. lost 1 side of my socks super wtf
5. almost lost my handphone
6. almost lost my water bottle
7. almost lost my MACBOOK CB
8. losing myself soon

omg im crazy tired dk if i wanna go skl tmr

Aww.

2010-01-10T23:26:00.001+08:00

Just because somebody flirts with you; doesn’t mean they like you. Just because somebody likes you; doesn’t mean they want to go out with you. Just because somebody wants to go out with you; doesn’t mean they love you. Just because somebody loves you; doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you. Because people lie, things change. Boyfriends cheat, best friends ditch. And there are always going to be those people who would kill to see you fall… Don’t.

It's

2010-01-10T22:34:00.001+08:00

so sad that after we've lost someone then everyone starts to appreciate one another. It's a bit too late isn't it? Life is short, so short so short.

IVP's tmr, my backside is aching and it's tight. hahahaha ok let's go girlzzzz!

2010-01-08T22:46:00.001+08:00

In the second accident, also on Thursday morning, a 26-year-old lifeguard lost control of his motorcycle along the Ayer Rajah Expressway, before the exit into Clementi Ave 6, causing him to collide with railings on the side of the road.

He was pronounced dead at the scene by paramedics while his pillion rider sustained serious injuries.

- ST

I've heard enough about bike accidents, it's been the accident period lately. What's up lately? I keep witnessing accidents lately, I saw 2 this morning. This can't be a sign right? :(

R.I.P

2010-01-07T23:48:00.002+08:00

Hi Kazim,

It's been great working with you at WWW. I still remembered the first time we met and we got scolded by Shortie for not helping the rest during closing. I still can't believe that it has happened and you keep running through my mind the whole day. I guess life's too short, really too short because you were gone too soon. I'll miss that cheeky smile on your face and kudos to you Mr MJ in WWW. I'll miss seeing you around in WWW and hanging out with you, Yazid and Khairil opposite Downtown East. :'(
Omg I just teared, please keep him in our prayers. I'll pray for you.
R.I.P my dear friend.

2010-01-06T14:16:00.000+08:00

Oh Jesus

2010-01-06T01:58:00.001+08:00

I hope you don't get the wrong idea cuz it's never gonna happen =/

2010-01-05T15:35:00.001+08:00

I hate it when your boyfriend breaks up with you and then you go to a new year’s party and see the guy you used to date three years back and still sort of have feelings for and then when he walks by he touches the small of your back and smiles down at you with those big beautiful blue eyes that seem to continue on until the end of time and then he takes you into a bedroom and lays you down and you feel like you’re spinning and floating and you just want to evaporate into the moment and stay there forever because when he holds your hand or traces his finger along your skin you become lost in the world and everything in it and when he moves closer to kiss you it’s game over because you know that you’ve fallen fallen fallen like you’ve never fallen before and all the memories and feelings and lost emotions from the past three years comes flying back at you and then you’re pushing him away because this isn’t right and it’s what you want but it’s what you can never have and instead of sitting there and letting yourself fall harder and farther into the hole you’ve dug, you’d rather stand up and walk out of the room and face reality and the knife that’s bound to make it’s way through your heart sooner or later because nothing ever turns out the way you want and you hate boys that you want but already have girlfriends but make you feel like you’re on top of the world and you’re in the bathroom brushing your teeth but you can’t scrub the taste of him out of your mouth and no matter how many times you wash your shirt you know his smell will linger there forever.

/end rant because i’m out of breath

Food for thought?

2010-01-05T00:22:00.002+08:00

I agree so as to the reason why we all tend to go back to our "ex" is because we can't find someone better, we simply just cannot move on or feelings are still there.

Oh no it's Monday!

2010-01-03T23:47:00.003+08:00

No resolutions for 2010 needed, but I need to accomplish these very badly before I can really graduate:

1. Go to school for 6 weeks straight(very hard ikr but i'll try)
2. complete my CE points omg 6 weeks left
3. FYP which is freaking me out at the rate my team's going but we'll be fine.

i must must must go to school, be it late/NIFM or whatsoever, 6 weeks =/

Don't you all feel that

2009-12-31T01:11:00.007+08:00

I reckon that 2009 has been a bad year for me, gain some lost some as usual. Nevertheless, I think 2009 has been nice to me :)

Let's begin with Floorball, haha floorballers have no life indeed. Our life is a continuous cycle everyday, eat sleep school floorball and the cycle goes on and on.
Getting into Owls was different as compared to the many years in Youths, coming in 3rd was my first achievement in the SFL.

WWW is no doubt the best job second to B&J. You can never find crazy+very outgoing people. Hahaha and not forgetting the days of uneven tanned lines that we're left with after work everyday.

Jakarta was my first overseas trip with the family this year

followed by POL-ITE which we finally came in firstttt. No biggie but still, another achievement for me in Floorball. This is the only year I'm not so committed as compared to my first 2 years in RP, well we all have different priorities I guess..

Highlight of the year: Phuket! Best trip so far and I would definitely want to go back there again. 3D2N was way too short.

FYP 1 was a disappointment but life goes on. FYP 2 is still in progress and we need to buck up once school reopens, omg assesment is coming soooo soon and we're still not there yet. =/

Heh, I love my FYP 2 team.

Those are in chronological order by the way. For those who had their hearts broken, just move the fuck on because there's no point harping on things that will hurt you even more because life's too short. For those who had a happy r/s, good for you. For those who feels that life sucks, think about those african kids who's got no food to eat. Life does not revolve just only around relationships or BGRs. Live for the moment!

2010 might be the turning point in my life, I think. There's so much to do after graduation, really hope my wish comes trueeeeee cuz I want it very badly. Then I'll start afresh again :)
January is gonna be a packed month with the upcoming IVP and FYP. I'm gonna hope for the best!

I definitely ended my year in a good note(minus off 31st dec), I spent my night with Ina and Aisha whom I've not met for the longest time. We had never ending conversations and we could just go on and on. Really miss them and the crazy times we had in Youths. And to Ina, stay strong and keep your prayers going. Hadi's gonna be alright :)

Hello my girlies, I think the last time we met was on lin's birthday. Fucking miss you all and we should really meet up soon.

Lastly to the 2 whom always have quarrels/stupid fights, you girls always have meeeeeee because I'm always the middle girl.

Hi gf, I've not seen you for 1 month. See you in IVP!

Cheers to 2009 and have a great 2010!

Xoxo,

HAHAHA LAST WARNING.

Sidetrack abit, I want theseeeee very much! hehehe the hot pink ciggies are fucking cool & I love the hot pink top.

Do You Remember?

2009-12-28T05:39:00.003+08:00

Actually I miss that time when the whole night was spent at ECP which was followed by breakfast at Macdonalds at Downtown East. Sigh maybe cuz I'm craving for hotcakes nowwww. I wouldn't mind walking down to Downtown to get the breakfast but I'm lazy.

I like

2009-12-28T05:04:00.002+08:00

it how lyrics relate very well to our lives. Go listen to John Mayer's latest album titled Battle Studies. I've never really paid much attention to his songs but a few songs from this album somehow got me listening to his albums. Probably some titles like Friends, Lovers or Nothing and Heartbreak Warfare. Haha how emo.

Sidetrack abit: I feel so unproductive lately ever since I came back from KL. Feels like I'm in my hibernation mode because all I do daily is sleep and just sleep. I've been sleeping past 5am, waking up at 12pm, watch tv till 3pm and sleep till 6pm and the routine just continues and it has been like this for 3 days consecutively. Well at least I had an okay Christmas to begin with, how about you?

I'm left

2009-12-27T01:35:00.004+08:00

with 10 mins before my fav hk show starts so let me summarise a short one about this week.
KL was a nice getaway from Singapore, the filthy streets of Petaling kinda grossed me out at night especially with the rats and cats running around the streets everywhere. EWWW. Not forgetting those desperate men at Petaling who called anyone baby. BABY YOU SO CUTE HAHAHAH fuck off, but it was quite funny, there was this guy who even offered us to take everything from his shop. Atiqah and me bought this hairband with horns and we totally attracted everyone in Petaling, they even gave us a round of applause and cheered for us when we walked past them hehehehe.

the horns I was talking about, oh i was using breathe right cuz the ciggies smell were too much for me.

Christmas was spent with family + Wileen PeeeePeeeeeP & Jo. Awesome night catching up but I had to emphasize on the fact that I was forced to drink EWWWW I can't drink please. I've been sleeping way too much lately, I woke up at 6pm today.. Awesome. Gonna enjoy my last week of holidays! Floorball here I come, maybe!

damn, my god sister is damn cuteeeeeeeee hehehehe.

Merry Christmas xoxo!

This

2009-12-18T20:43:00.004+08:00

last RP holidays of my final semester is really making me fucking lazy. I've become such a bummer that I don't mind rotting at home everyday with the TV and the internet. Now I've got clicktv to keep me going hahaha it's so funny I feel like doing a show with someone. I've got some programmes in mind hahahehehehe.

Christmas is coming really soon and I hope Mummy grants me my wish. Cuz I want it really badly......... But if my wish is really granted, Idk if I'm really able to leave everything here.

2009-12-18T20:43:00.001+08:00

this is confirmed.

2009-12-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

if i'm left on the shelves for the rest of my life and if i'm not gonna get married, I'LL BE A NUN. hahahahahahaha

2009-12-16T12:17:00.000+08:00

i fkng need a life

Agree

2009-12-15T23:05:00.002+08:00

with me that we tend to take things for granted everytime. we want this something so badly but when we get it, we tend to get sick of it soooo easily. like how just this afternoon i had a very big craving for B&J's ice cream so i spent $23 buckssss on 2 pints nabei but i ate a little bit of it and i got sooo sick of it. no it's not cuz i felt very gelak of the ice cream but cuz it doesnt taste as good as usual. oh well i'm gonna make my sissy finish it all up cuz ice cream is phattening :@

I

2009-12-15T16:38:00.002+08:00

realise i'm pretty good at getting information im always inundated with it i feel like i cant breathe sometimes. too much is not necessarily good? curiosity kills..

funny how

2009-12-14T03:12:00.000+08:00

i keep seeing your face everywhere and it keeps appearing.
well maybe cause

2009-12-14T02:54:00.001+08:00

To my ex-best friends
Don´t know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories
Where are you now?

This suddenly played in ipod and something struck me, niceeeeee.

To my

2009-12-14T02:36:00.001+08:00

favourite baby girl, love you no matter rain or shine okayzzzzzz even though you didn't allow me to bathe :@

and to the other babygirl in sweden who's ill now, yay you're coming back sooooon. see you very very soon! xoxo

i spent

2009-12-12T23:13:00.002+08:00

the most amazing saturday home alone today. it was all good, i had my favourite tv shows on for the whole day. headed down to tampines one to walk for awhile and i had my long awaited frolicks, awesome. mummy's away in bintan while sissy has been busy working, i love being home aloneeeeeee. i need to hit the beach soon!

2009-12-10T01:57:00.002+08:00

I have a big fetish of girls with headbands, they look insanely hot to me. I think LL looks pretty hot here, gee I wanna have a big collection of headbands.

Void Negative, Stay Positive.

2009-12-09T04:35:00.002+08:00

I'm actually up still to get some inspirtation to re-write my articles(actually I'm also waiting for Duck to oovoo). It's been a headache to start up with these articles (I'm writing on Handball for the YOG website btw, sounds cool but it's not) because my articles are always rejected. Well I'm not borned to be a writer and I hate writing because I need inspiration to write proper ones (well proper not quality). Like I've said umpteen times I've always wanted to be a DJ not a writer, I hate writing.

Now, I've just submitted 1 article and I've got 2 more in hand that's to be accepted by Sam and I'm still stuck on my retrospective article. I've never heard about a retrospective article before? Oh Singapore just beat Netherlands and they've made it to the Semis. Congrats girls! Lucky for my MC tomorrow, I had better start on my article for now.

5 in the morning

2009-12-08T05:09:00.003+08:00

2009-12-08T04:09:00.000+08:00

Nothing much matters to me so I don't see why I should hold so tightly to a memory that I can't speak of.

FYP & the A,

2009-12-08T02:14:00.001+08:00

Honestly some part of me wished I will be done with RP so soon and a little bit of me wished I wouldn't have to leave RP.

If I was a rich girl

2009-12-06T17:51:00.001+08:00

& if mummy allowed, I would wanna go overseas to further my studies.
Very badly. I want a change of environment!

we all

2009-12-06T16:16:00.000+08:00

look like s.h.i.t cuz we all just woke uppppppppppp anywayyyyyyyyyyyy hiiiiiiiiiii!

Singapore VS Italy

2009-12-06T04:08:00.002+08:00

Yeaaaaaaaaaa 11-5 to Singaporeeeeeee and gf scored! Superrrrrr happy for you but the streaming sucked big time omg worst than the streaming for WFC last year, we only had to depend on the live updates on the IFF website. But anyhowwwwwwwwwww soooooooo excited please!

Yayyyyyyyy way to goooooooooooooooo gf & Team Singapore! (:

Smells like December

2009-12-04T00:32:00.003+08:00

we've come to the last month of 2009 already and everything seems to happen too fast i can't catch up. i pray for a better year everyday but it only gets worst, i wonder when this cycle will ever end. looking back to 2008, have you fulfilled your 2009 resolutions? i can't remember what mine was but i'm sure i wanted 2009 to be a good year. i've got so many things runnning through my mind now. i don't know what i'm going to do after graduation and this is haunting me everyday. i hate the unknown, i'm afraid of the unknown.. i need some directions in life and having no directions makes you feel stupid. as helpless as i am, i wonder how are my other friends feeling too? i don't wanna be left alone behind the rest because i want to move on in life and be successful one day. i've failed so many times in life and it's so tiring to pick yourself up each time because you're too afraid to fall again and the hardest part is to pick yourself up. i can only look forward to the holidays now in a weeks time because i've not been attending classes as much as i wished i had. this holidays will serve as a 'break' from everything. it sucks to think about this now i need.... a holiday again.

i took this from somewhere & it makes sense.

2009-12-02T01:38:00.002+08:00

we all grow up eventually, we will all meet new people have new beginnings and move on. i've come to realise that everything is so fleeting, nothing actually lasts. but when i look at other people they seem to have perpetual happiness that actually last for a much longer time than my spasmodic glee, i start to wonder and question what is actually wrong with my life? i keep trying to make it last and im so tired but im still trying. but last night i just felt like nothing is going to work out anymore. everything is starting to make sense. actions words expressions all of them and i'll always only be invisible.

Sawadikap Phuket!

2009-11-30T21:59:00.005+08:00

I've to admit that Phuket's one of my best holidays so far this year (err I've only been to Jakarta & Phuket, of course I'll choose the latter!). I don't know to consider this as a good trip anot cuz shit happened during the trip and it had to happen on the first day. Mum's disappointed+angry x1000000000000 with me (well you go figure why) which leaves me feeling helpless during the trip but luckily I had my aunt there too if not it would be me against the queen feat.Phuket 2009. Hahahaha okay not funny.

The beach's awesome, so much better than Sentosa seriously. Sentosa's crap, the sand's so fine and they had jet-skis and everything there. Awesome beach and the best part about the trip is : Patong Beach is just 10m away from my hotel(Holiday Inn).

k la my queen hot ah.

During the whole trip, I kept wondering what if there's gonna be Tsunami hahahah because I saw the evacuation signs everywhere. And when I got back home in Singapore, the first thing I did was to search for Tsunami videos in phuket on Youtube, the place where I exactly was hit by the Tsunami 4 years ago, so not funny if I die there ah. hahahaha the waves are so strong, the weather's so hot and sunny? (Monsoon season my ass)

Shopping's so-so because everything sold there was practically sold in the whole of Patong (every shop was literally selling the same old thing-.-) and the people there are fucking rude. No offence but the SNAIDNI (go figure) were motherfucking rude to their customers, stupid losers who think they're damn cool+rich? They're just nothing but a bunch of despos who's hungry for sex(well i asked the local people there and they didn't like the snaidni living there too). Get a life man suckerssssssssss. I didn't get to experience the nightlife there cuz I was with my mum+aunt but the Ang Mohs there are like HOTx123456789098765432 hahah what I liked about them is that they're very open. You see like 8/10 of ladies walking in bikinis down the streets of Patong but if you do that in Singapore, people think that you're siao! Siao lah Singaporeeeeeeeeeans!

Bikes were out for rental, I was so tempted to rent a bike but how when my queen was around. Many restrictions with her around lah but think about it, no her means no money no honey. hahahahahah.

See the pool in my hotel, they had like 6-7 pools catered to different people. Awesome shit!

Err okay.

You could literally see like Tattoo shops every 200m you walk in Phuket. And it made it even weirder for me =/

I'd rather be in Phuket and soak up the sun everydayyyyy booo IlovePhuket! 3d2n is definitely not enough but sigh back to reality, I better start on FYP.

Your Say?

2009-11-30T20:32:00.001+08:00

Your body is a temple of god, nothing should be done to it. - My Queen,2009

:S

2009-11-29T01:16:00.002+08:00

I said I'm sorry Mama,
I never meant to hurt you,
I never meant to make you cry
but tonight.........
=S

It's a screwed November, November should just faster pass......

Hi Ducky Ng MeiWei,

2009-11-29T01:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
XOXO!

So I'm Leavin'

2009-11-26T03:23:00.002+08:00

& never gonna come back again, hahaha I wish.
i just uploaded A1's Make It Good album into my ipod, sooooo nice & sappy. speaking of which, i want an itouch! shit i think i'm addicted to taptap revenge 123 but i really suck at it hahahah i always lose to that slut:@
sighhh ok and if i dieeeeeeeeee you all can meet me halfway in heaven. hahahaha i've got my will planned out for everybody, fair and share k.
let me go get some good 2.5 hours of sleep first, till then xoxo!

2009-11-26T02:19:00.002+08:00

arghhh my lack of sleeps are resulting me in having pimples everywhere, damn annoying!
and miss seah i know you're reading this, heheheh i think i need some pills for insomnia cuz i feel so awake nowwwwwwwwww. i don't plan to sleep till 630am, i think. i'll be back....

2009-11-25T03:54:00.003+08:00

whoa shit my sister just scare the hell outta me she opened the door and i thought it was my queen. hahaha omg time to sleep fuck i think i'm insomniac once again and i look like a zombie in skl everyday and i've been going to class late every wednesday everyweek sure NIFM arghhhh notice that i'm typing without any punctuations my air con's so cold and nelly furtado's why do all good things come to and end is playing on itunes now so true so true okok sigh i better force myself to sleep cuz i need to wake up in 4 hours time fuckkk school bye.

Eh Dude,

2009-11-25T03:22:00.001+08:00

you gotta get overovervoveroveovovovoevoovoverroveovoevovover it!

I just

2009-11-25T01:46:00.002+08:00

had a conversation with my mum regarding my 12 year old cousin who's been suffering from a super bad eating disorder until she doesn't feel like living anymore. Can't help but feel sad for this young little girl who once used to be so bubbly and cheerful with her chubby rosy cheeks =/
Life's too short, we should just live for the moment.

Out of curiousity,

2009-11-23T14:03:00.000+08:00

would you rather have a bike or car?
Which is hotter, someone driving or someone riding? ^^

2009-11-23T03:17:00.002+08:00

I liked how my Sunday went even though I practically did nothing much the whole day. Woke up at 4 and went for a swim, yesssss the sky is finally sunny but there wasn't a clear blue sky when I was swimming.

I spent my day with my fav. people including my family cuz my sister said she hasn't seen me for the whole week. In case you don't know, by the time I wake up she's out to work and by the time I reach home she's asleep. Haha impromptu decision to go to the chalet was hella good on a Sunday night. But tsk fuck school cuz I really dislike tomorrow's module+faci. Feature Writing for fuckkk I can't write for nuts.

Queen was mad at me and screamedddd at me on the phone at 2am. She went like : "You bloody idiot, don't need to come home already". hahahah I think I'm too immune to her scoldings because I get it almost every week and I'm waiting for the day that I get all my freedom from her. Yes F R E E D O M.

3.21am now and school's in 6 hours time, let's see if I make it for school (Well I hope I do cuz I've got 2x already o.o)

2009-11-22T06:26:00.002+08:00

november seems like a bad month for everyone, it's either problems are coming up, it's like the break-up season, everything negative.

i can't deny that mine is any better, but i reckon everyone is feeling that awesome inside you. y'know i ought to sleep now cuz it's 6 fucking 30am now?! i seem to be unable to sleep everynight and this sucks so much cuz i don't want to go to school.

and i think god loves to play tricks on us because things that we don't expect always gets into us. i think god is putting me to a test to see how long i can take it. i think i make no sense here cuz i need to sleep.

2009-11-21T02:12:00.001+08:00

there's so much more to this.

Fuckyeah

2009-11-20T02:35:00.002+08:00

tattoos are hot
i need to get out of singapore
i wanna run away from everything
i'm an escapist
prettygirls
hotbitches
phuket i need you
bikesssssssss - gilera runner baby
my grades for this week is shit
i need to get a life

you bet.

2009-11-20T02:24:00.001+08:00

2009-11-20T01:12:00.002+08:00

for the first time, singapore felt like australia. it was pouring the whole day and i was soaked in the rain ughhhhh it was gross. sighhhh i think i'm having a bad bitch-fit lately.

i scolded the china lady at the coffeeshop and this guy at LJS for slow service. zzz dno what's up also.
fuckyeahtomorrowit'sfridayandfridaymeansnoschoolbutfucktheut.

?

2009-11-19T03:27:00.000+08:00

2009-11-19T03:05:00.000+08:00

whoa shit it's 3.06am and i can't sleeppppp ahhhhh sick of skl. skl not kwl.
8 more weeks to graduation hurrrrrrrrryyyyyy!

2009-11-18T13:56:00.000+08:00

Time heals what reason cannot

2009-11-18T00:25:00.001+08:00

when you find you, come back to me

what the fuck

2009-11-17T00:43:00.001+08:00

i can't believe this. get a life man fuckkkkkkkkkkk :@

2009-11-15T22:38:00.001+08:00

To the one who's nice to talk to, i miss aeiou.

I don't

2009-11-15T20:04:00.003+08:00

believe in forever.
That's because nothing lasts forever.
I'm just being a pessimistic bitch here, no wait slut HAHA.

Finally

2009-11-15T15:25:00.001+08:00

FYP's moving. FYP from 1145 - 5am just now, and I fell asleep, how productive. Sucky connections, or rather no connection at all. Well at least I still managed to start the report. Guess we're on track now goooody goooody goooood.

Can't wait for next week! Omg holidays I need you nownownonwonwnownownownow

All I Wanna

2009-11-14T00:34:00.001+08:00

do now is go soak up the sun at the beach nownownownownow. Can't wait to get out of Singapore.

why is it that

2009-11-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

"Beat It"

2009-11-13T00:31:00.001+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/video/video.php?comments&v=1232154014589

go check this out. WWW's lifeguards are awesomeeeee! Just "Beat It"

I

2009-11-12T23:25:00.003+08:00

saved the day! I freaking found the 2nd letter from RP to my queen, hahahah thank goddd thank godddddd sheeeeesh. I'm close to getting grounded.

i wash my hands off.

2009-11-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

after all that's said, the rest is up to you. gluck.

ever wondered

2009-11-10T22:38:00.003+08:00

Specially for my fav. Porkface,

2009-11-10T01:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! XOXO.

I bet you won't see this till prolly tomorrow morning, I just spent 1 hour on these 2 cards for my favourite fatties.

Fatty = Gerri

Fat = K Porkface

Miss seeing you in your goalie attire.

I'm waiting for 4am to come before we all set off to the airport to send Gerri off. She's gonna stay in HK for 4 months, leaving is always the hardest. :(:( I'm gonna miss you Fatty!
Hope you 2 love the cards, I'm not an artsy fartsy person but my eyes are so tired from all these!
Sighh I still have school + UT tmr, gonna download the 6Ps now and be a good girl! :(:(:(:(

so true that

2009-11-09T14:23:00.002+08:00

“There are people who deserve you and people who don’t. If you have someone in your life who takes you for granted or doesn’t give you the respect that you deserve, leave them in the past where they belong. Surround yourself with people who challenge your mind and bring out the best in you. As for the ones who only exist to bring you down or cheapen your potential; let them find people who are better-suited to their own qualities and principles.
Hold yourself to the highest standard possible. People who don’t measure up don’t deserve your time. People who can’t see past their own cowardice or their own arrogance don’t deserve your time. Anyone who doesn’t treat you the way you treat yourself doesn’t deserve your time. And if you are treating yourself in a way that gives people permission to take advantage of you, start showing yourself the exact same respect that you should be demanding of everyone else.
You’re really worth more than you give yourself credit for. It’s time that you start making sure people recognize that.”

nobody said it was easy,

2009-11-09T11:02:00.002+08:00

the monsoon's season is getting into everybody, feels like i'm so lazy for anything and especially work. it's so weird that working under the hot sun everyday becomes freezing in the cold during work everyday cuz of the rain. it's making me so lazy so lazy but i need the $_$ for so many things. sighhh nevertheless, i'm in school! gotta keep up my attendance for 2 months before IVP begins.
tsk i need some motivation in life

fuck

2009-11-07T00:07:00.001+08:00

the bloody RP letter that's gonna get me grounded. bloody shit RP is so smart now that they don't actually use the RP's envelope when they send out letters to your parents.
Queen's damn pissed with me cuz she saw the fucking letter, cbbbbbbbbbbbbbb. Worst still, 5x :S
Fuck la this is shit

2009-11-05T13:54:00.002+08:00

It's not over,

2009-11-05T03:35:00.001+08:00

Already Gone

2009-11-04T15:22:00.003+08:00

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

i'm determined

2009-11-04T02:30:00.002+08:00

not to let anything get in my way. the only thing that i really want very very much now is :

and....

to die for man!

tired of tedium

2009-11-03T13:44:00.001+08:00

& when everything falls apart, all you need is a breather.

2009-10-31T17:57:00.001+08:00

I think you cuteeeeee. :(

I had

2009-10-31T12:49:00.005+08:00

the most fulfilling week ever. Oh anyway my plan to attend school 4/4 days failed again:S Seriously I need to go to school everyday from now onwards, POL-ITE is making me skip school, too much. Best is I've got UT on Monday and I've attended 2/4 days for it so far. Good luck man =/

Monday was the Queen's 49th Birthday. Hail the Queeeen yo!

Rushed down to Costa Sands after dinner, WWW Chalet ftw! It was crazy cuz firstly it was Monday(I had school the next day BUT I woke up early for school and made it okayyyy!)
They drank alottttt and I can't hold my liquor well, I was damn mabok sia last warning.

2nd Week of POL-ITE, we're just almost there. Last game against NYP next Wednesday and I had the shittest+worst game ever yesterday zzzzz. Let's not get there.

I just had another WWW chalet, this time round with the Chinese people. Wooooo love this week k i better start studying for UT :S

Damn

2009-10-30T02:26:00.001+08:00

the one of those nights again man, really.
Fuckkkk and I think it shouldn't have happened. :(

2009-10-25T21:00:00.002+08:00

Reasons why I had a fulfilling week :

Start of POL-ITE, floorball's finally alive again!

I went to school for 2 out of 4 days this week, fantastic. Very nice to have Atiqah staying just across me so when we skip school, we lepak lepak lepak.
Stayover cum baking session was goood. Saturday was nothing but work & I got very bad burnts :@ Halloween 2 after dinner was a waste of time, stupid movie don't watch.

Sentosa for Hadi's birthday was awesome, perfect night at Sentosa to chillraxxxxx. And sissy + mummy's back home, no more home alone no more hang loose. I MUST GO TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY NEXT WEEK. MUST MUST MUST.

Hello you want to be my friend marhx ? KEKE

& the reason

2009-10-25T16:17:00.001+08:00

behind this was because i was a tad too late

2009-10-22T15:18:00.001+08:00

oh c'mon i need to get over this i can get over this.

haha

2009-10-21T12:00:00.001+08:00

i suddenly see myself spinning like DJ Havana Brown just because boom boom pow's playing on my itunes now.

hahahahaha ok so random i'm bloody bored :@ and i hate skewlllllllll.

POL-ITE 2009

2009-10-20T22:15:00.001+08:00

let's fight like fighting spiders. hahahhahah

2009-10-19T11:14:00.003+08:00

i think ne-yo is really a sad singer, look at the songs he sings.

so sick,
go on girl,
part of the list,
mad,
because of you etc.

haha go watch his concert, live at walmart soundtrack. it's osum :)

breathe easy

2009-10-18T00:32:00.002+08:00

the best things in life are always... unattainable.
so, don't dream too much before it's over.

2009-10-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna make this work, I must make this work.
give me 2 months! err hopefully all goes well :S

Great,

2009-10-13T12:58:00.002+08:00

it's only the second week out of the 16 weeks and i'm goddamnsick of school, like seriously.
i was so tempted to take MC for 3 days, hahaha last warning.
& what more, my faci told me if i were to come in in shorts again next week, she's gonna send me home. fuckingnabeiCCC. knn