Goodbye

blogger.

Find me somewhere, if you can.

I've to secretly admit that actually...
I've a big fetish for hot girls ranging from Asian to Blondies to VS Models to LC.
hehehehehehe fuckyeahhotgirlsssssssssssss!

”As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.”

Aww, I second this very much.

Whoa

this is one tattoo I would really do, I love verses from the bibles. This is called, meaningful:)

oh god i'm so burnt i need to smack some aloe vera on my skinnnnnnnnnnn

Our Father who arts in heaven,
come down here and make your presence known

Wow,

it would kill to at least have her hair and erm better still, her chanel bagggggg. omg ilovelc and it would even kill to have her ex-bf, Brody Jenner:)

favourite worst nightmare

Y'know I had a bad nightmare yesterday, I dreamt that my mum & dad were killed yesterday. I couldn't remember how it took place, I think I was literally crying out in my dreams. That's why they say dreams don't come true, or is this a nightmare?

Fuck I hate to dream about such things, its a bad sign. Sighhhhh this will never happen :@

Here I am, sitting on my sofa on a Friday night when everybody else is out partying or welcome the weekends with open arms except me. Today is the IVP semis, well I wouldn't be sitting here alone at home if RP had made it. Haha yes I know, I'm still very sore about it so just bear with me till the season is over.

I practically spent my whole Friday sleeping at home, how nice. I caused more trouble for myself, I'm practically out of ideas to write. I've been writing, write, write, write and more write. Haha this makes no sense since yesterday. I've no one else to blame but myself, for landing myself in this position. Well if I can look at it in a positive way, it might benefit me somehow too. I'm so stressed up with my articles!

Besides that, I've been reading the papers and going online to job hunt. Yes job hunt, I'm still in a dilemma if I should study or just work, I guess I'll settle with the latter. Studying would cost a fucking bomb and I've no money to pay for my education, not gonna ask my queen to pay for it cuz it's gonna be so costly. Let me settle with a proper job, then I'll probably pursue a degree after that. Sighhhh my hopes and dreams of going overseas is gone cuz it's too ex :( I really want my dream job but I just missed the fucking interview arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.

FYP presentation in a few hours time. I bet when it's near mid night I'll be feeling all anxious and nervous, I don't wanna screw my last FYP please. God bless me.

2 weeks

left to graduation. OMG WHAT AM I GONNA DO AFTER THAT!