I guess mummy was right

in saying that I always take things for granted.

I was supposed to wake up at 9am today for my FTT, and damn I just had to miss it again! I freaking woke up at 2pm and I don't know why I didn't set an alarm yesterday. 

Fuck I don't know how long I have to wait again, argh this is frustrating seriously. 

Human beings love taking things for granted eh, too much sometimes.