I was just reading some past chat logs and realised how much we've all 'grown up'.
Of course I only read special ones and to be exact, 8 months certainly did change the way you do things and it made you realise that you don't know what you got until it's gone, it applies the same way for me too of course.

Things are going on quite okay now, notice that I used the work okay but not well? That's because a person like you seriously have weird mood swings and you do things really differently. We'll see how things goes... and of course I HOPE things will become better.